heartbreak

i dont know why my crush act different to me,its not the same..he act like he's getting annoy from me. i feel so sad realizing that. no one can cheer me up right now even my mum,she just make anythiing worser. i have to move on from him but how can i move on when he's right in front me and i still like him :( why i have to be the person who is feel soo lonely? why? why god put me in much problem? 1.parents divorce. 2.financial problem 3.relationship problem 4.another life problem... i cant wait till all of this over,and when i find my happiness again.i believe in miracle

FML!

i feel today isnt my good day. this morning i was sick then bad things keep come to me. i also in a bad mood today. well,i dont know whats going on but lately i feel like i'm so sad and stuff. i feel like i'm losing all my hopes. i really want my old life back,if i have time machine. but we know that we cant go back,life goes on and we have to face the future. i have mix feeling and i'm being so senstive this lately,i hold all my feelings in me,i dont know who i can talk this problem with.. no one seems to understand. sometimes i think about cutting myself but i know that isnt solve the problem i have. god please help me. i dont think i can keep this any longer,i feel like i want to explode it all. what should i do? :(

founder founded

hi! so um tonight i search his name on google,and i got his blog i opened it and began to read it one by one. he wrote about himself and uhm about his love story. he wrote anything about his girlfriend and saying how much he love her.. well that instantly broke my heart though </3 his bio made my heart cracked  too. well he wrote everything about his girlfriend on his blog. should i give up on him? but i cant. he seems like love his girlfriend to death and i'm here always think he have a feeling for me which is i think i just wrong about it. i just want to make him happy though even when i'm not. but i will waiting for him no matter how long it is,but i hope its not that loooooong haha x) what a sad night. uhm yeah this is my story for today,bye bye :"(


                                                                                                                         guten nacht,
                                                                                                                           shabree <3


       

the boy

today i found someone charming on my twitter timeline,i saw his avatar and he make me crazy in love with him. too bad i think he didnt want me :( i hope can be his friend or more........ i wish

satnite

hello guys,
i went out with my friends on saturday night we hangout together. then i saw a boy that caught my eyes. he's very good looking and he's with my friend's ex-boyfriend but sadly i didnt get to know him yet. i wonder who's this boy and i have to know him. he really my type and i think....i like him on a first sight <3

hello young world!!

hello everyone,so today i made a new blog since i forgot my password on my other blog haha typicall me. i decided to make this blog like my own diary. i hope i wont forget my password again. so uhm..i dont know what i have to say again soo bye!! muahh love,shashab